Changes

It is upon me.  I have let it into my heart.  No longer will I lie to myself.  My actions have hurt other people around me.  People I love.  This road I now travel down will be long and lonely.  At the end of this journey I hope to have the people I love still in my life.  If for some reason god has taken them out of my life, it is because he plans to put someone better into it.  Turn a new leaf?  Im planting a new tree!!