All I got Is pain

So much pain, sometimes it gets hard to cope, Its hard to show how I feel about shit, only god will know.  I want a new car, a nice house, a wife a few kids and livin far from broke, the worlds so dirty let me offer soap.  All I feel is pain, all I got is pain.  If your wonderin why Im not smiling, its because I can not hide it.  Leaving for Iraq June 16.